Actually, I'm not sure if I'm having this feeling for someone. I.. I don't know yet. But this feeling just showed up everytime I think of this particular person. But, really.. I don't know if that's my own feeling for him.
Let's say. This particular person is inspiring me to feel in love. Well, I mean.. Maybe.. *Duh apa sih mo ngomong aja susah banget* Mungkin, bisa jadi ini bukan perasaan asli gw. Tapi, karena ada objeknya, dan situasinya kondusif, maka gw terinspirasi untuk merasakan jatuh cinta, untuk kepentingan novel gw. There, I've said it. But I'm not even sure about that. I just, don't exactly know what this is, but it just makes me smile.
So, this is the idea I got today, when I was thinking about him, right after reading his email to me.
Guy : *Standing in front of a girl that wears black hijab, with a nervous smile on his face, trembling lips, doubting himself whether to touch or not to touch her hands while showing her a wedding ring*
"Will you..marry me? Be my wife.." *shy look in his eyes, but tries to be brave to stare at her eyes*
Girl : "..." *a little surprised, her mouth opens* "Yes! Yes, of course.. I will.."
Guy : "Really? You will?"
Girl : "Yea of course. I'm a home girl, you know.."
Guy : "...and what does it have to do with this?"
Girl : "A home to me, is a very comforting place. Something that can make me feel safe being in it, after being in a cruel world outside. It protects me. And everytime I go away from home until night, I'm always worried about how I can get back home. But with you beside me, I have no worries about getting back home quickly. Because with you by my side, I bring the home of my heart with me. The home where I belong" *smiles*
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